I've been feeling very blah lately. Much of that feeling comes from being sick. I'm on my 11th day of not feeling 100%, and now instead of it taking a toll on my physical well being, it's taking a toll on my mental well being. At first I was all like, "Nah, I'm OK! It's just a cold, it'll pass! Life is good!" Now I'm all like "I want to do something, but I'm still sitting on the couch moping about my lack of actually doing anything. What should I do?". It's a vicious crappy cycle, based solely on my inability to GET THE F&*$ UP AND DO SOMETHING. Plus I keep having coughing fits which annoy the shit out of anyone I'm around. So I'm better off doing something by myself, or at least that's what my head is telling me.
The thing is, I want to do a bunch of things: Go out to get a beer with real people, sew more rows of the quilt, cook a delicious meal, exercise, socialize. BE PRODUCTIVE. But who wants a fogged-head, coughing, snotty mess hanging around them? Anyone? Anyone know the effects? It did not work, and the United States sank deeper into the Great Depression. Today we have a similar debate over this. Anyone know what this is? Class? Anyone? Anyone? Anyone seen this before?.... sorry, I got carried away in the Bueller moment.So tonight, my plans are to hit up hot yoga at 6:15 (<--check!). Cook a nice soup out of all the awesome produce I've gotten from Produce Junction (<--check!). Do something crafty (<--check!). And for chrissake, make actual plans for tomorrow night (<--friggin check!).
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